中午看你和你的QQ友聊天,你說:「她愛我太深。」為了這句話我突然感動起來。午休時又說到了跳舞的事,又舊話重提地「爭論了幾句」。現在看來,這是橫在我們中間的一道山巒。因為在你看來,我是比較反對你跳舞的,因為擔心跳舞會讓你樂不思蜀。不過,經過這麼長時間的觀察與體會,覺得你並沒有如此,你把握住了分寸,這中間包括對舞蹈的態度以及與舞友們的交往。午休當然沒睡著,快到兩點時一個電話打來,我索性就起床了,想寫點東西。獨對著空白的稿紙,不知如何下筆。而你也隨後起床了,並把你的一個舞友發來的簡訊打開給我看,她又約你去跳舞。我笑著說:「你自己看著辦。」你微笑著去上課了。我頓悟,寫下了這個題目:跳舞的魚——愛你,就讓你翱遊。 我一直希望自己能做到這一點,知道愛一個人要給他自由,被束縛的愛情得不到陽光雨露的滋潤,不會鮮活地生長。我在詩歌中描繪愛情,謳歌愛情,希望現實中的愛情也象詩中描繪的那樣令人怦然心動,令人輾轉反側,回眸時思量無限。我希望在現實中「創造」出這樣的愛情。所以很多時候只想到對你無私的付出、真摯的關懷,希望能籍此讓你體會到我的愛,而你,確實也體會到了,「她愛我太深」,或者,就象我對我的一個QQ友說的那樣:「每次凝望著他,有種愛到骨子裡的感覺。」可能,這樣的愛需要太多東西來承受。 而於我,卻很少冷靜地考慮過你是以什麼方式來表達你對我的愛的。是的,你沒有過多的甜言蜜語,你從來沒有送給我過禮物,也沒有象我這樣寫那麼多的情詩給對方,以前你甚至很少讚賞我,可是,你卻每天下班的時候等我,每次晚歸你總會先發個簡訊給我告訴我你的行蹤,你也會默默地幫我做些家務,心裡煩悶了也會同我說一說。最難能可貴的是你給了我思想上的自由空間,無論是曾經有過的兩次辭職,兩次備考研究生,還是日常生活中和同事、網友、朋友們的交往,你從不加以幹涉,讓我放飛思想,甚至鼓勵我給男網友們寫詩,哪怕是愛情詩,有時我也會認為你是不是不再愛我,要不怎麼會表現得這麼不在乎,只是沒想到這是你表達愛意的方式,你讓我感到自由,讓我充分應用我的自由來振飛想像的翅膀,借於這份自由,我的詩歌創作才能走到今天這一步,用你的話說,「還是你的詩耐讀,讓人回味」;借於這份自由,我在本職工作上也取得進步,獲得同事們的尊重與讚賞。我在享受著這份自由,卻沒有考慮過你的感受。 三十而立,四十不惑。三十到四十之間的這十年是人生的黃金十年,家庭已經是溫馨的港灣,事業就是枝頭那隻快要成熟的果子,摘不摘,如何去摘,各人自有思量。你是一個不甘平靜的人,我希望你去摘那個紅果子,雖然在爬上枝頭的過程中會遇到害蟲、荊棘、對手,也會遇到強風暴雨的天氣,但我還是鼓勵你去摘,要不,等到不惑之時,站在樹下望「果」興嘆,於你於我,都會留下遺憾。 詩歌可以用來表達愛情,但不是愛情;舞蹈可以用來表現生活,但不是生活。我們因舞蹈而相識,因詩歌而結緣,這是我們愛情和生活的調色板,是我們已走過的歲月和即將共同走過的歲月中舉足輕重的共同伴侶,是我們的共同財富。我也曾天真地幻想過你會放棄舞蹈,這是個多麼自私的想法!就象要求我不再寫詩一樣!這樣,我們的精神在何處寄託,縱然我們四目相對,生活也沒有了光彩。 愛上你這條跳舞的魚,就要體諒你的沉默,那是你在思索;愛上你這條跳舞的魚,就要體諒你的晚歸,那是你的夜歌;愛上你這條跳舞的魚,就要讓你翱遊,尋找五彩的江河。At noon to see you and your QQ friends chat, you said: "she loves me too much." For this sentence, I was suddenly moved. During the lunch break, he talked about dancing and "argued a few words" again. Now it seems that this is a mountain range between us. Because in your opinion, I'm against your dancing, because I'm afraid that dancing will make you happy. However, after such a long time of observation and experience, I feel that you are not so. You have grasped the propriety, including the attitude towards dance and the association with dance friends. Of course, I didn't fall asleep during the lunch break. When it was almost two o'clock, a phone call came. I simply got up and wanted to write something. I don't know how to write on the blank paper. And then you get up, open a text message from one of your friends, and she asks you to dance. I said with a smile, "you can do it yourself." You went to class with a smile. My epiphany, wrote down this topic: Dancing fish - love you, let you soar. I always hope that I can do this, know that love a person to give him freedom, bound love can not get the sun and rain moisture, will not live to grow. In my poems, I describe love and eulogize love. I hope that love in reality is as exciting as it is depicted in the poems. It makes me toss and turn, and I think about it when I look back. I hope to "create" such love in reality. So many times I just want to give you selfless, sincere care, hope to let you feel my love, and you do realize, "she loves me too much", or, as I said to one of my QQ friends: "every time I stare at him, I feel love to my heart." Maybe, this kind of love needs too much to bear. For me, however, I seldom consider calmly how you express your love for me. Yes, you don't have too many sweet words. You never gave me gifts, nor wrote so many love poems to each other as I did. In the past, you seldom appreciated me. However, you wait for me every day when you get off work. Every time you come back late, you will send me a text message to tell me your whereabouts. You will also help me do some housework silently. If you feel bored, you will tell me Say. The most valuable thing is that you have given me free space in my mind. Whether it's the two resignations I've ever had, the two preparation for postgraduate exams, or the daily communication with colleagues, netizens and friends, you never interfere, let me free my mind, and even encourage me to write poems for male netizens. Even if it's love poems, sometimes I think you don't love me anymore, or what You don't care so much, but I didn't expect that this is your way to express your love. You make me feel free and let me make full use of my freedom to fly the wings of my imagination. With this freedom, my poetry creation can come to this stage. In your words, "your poems are readable and memorable"; with this freedom, I have made progress in my own work Step by step, get the respect and appreciation of colleagues. I'm enjoying this freedom, but I don't think about your feelings. Stand at thirty and be sure at forty. The ten years between 30 and 40 are the golden years of life. Family is already a warm harbor, and career is the fruit that is about to mature. Whether to pick it or not, how to pick it is everyone's own consideration. You are a person who is unwilling to be calm. I hope you will pick the red fruit. Although you will encounter pests, thorns, opponents, strong wind and rainstorm in the process of climbing the branch, I still encourage you to pick it. Otherwise, when you are not confused, standing under the tree and looking at the "fruit" and sighing, you and I will leave regret. Poetry can be used to express love, but not love; dance can be used to express life, but not life. We get to know each other through dance and get to know each other through poetry. This is the color palette of our love and life. It is the important common partner in the years we have passed and will pass together. It is our common wealth. I also had a naive fantasy that you would give up dancing. What a selfish idea! It's like asking me to stop writing poetry! In this way, where is our spiritual sustenance? Even if our eyes are opposite, our life has no glory. If you fall in love with your dancing fish, you should understand your silence, which is your thinking; if you fall in love with your dancing fish, you should understand your late return, which is your nocturnal song; if you fall in love with your dancing fish, you should soar and look for colorful rivers.anuary, the biggest monthly amount on record. 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