「I don’t know,」 said Mr. Todhunter gloomily. 「She cried such a lot, and we were both rather confused, and she’s most awfully frightened, you know.」 He glared at Jane as if she had something to do with Renata being frightened. 「If I’m to take up this job of mine, I have to sail in three days』 time. I want her to marry me and come too; but she says that, if she runs away, they』ll make sure she heard something, and, if it’s the farthest ends of the earth, they』ll find her and kill her. It seems Molloy told her that. And if she stays here and they bully her again, she doesn’t know what she may give away. It’s a frightful position, isn’t it?」 冰冷的月光下，兩個人，兩道影子，靜靜相對。 夏天的夜，沒有半點氣流，卻有一股冷流在兩人之間流淌。女的嘴唇動了一下，把話吞了回去。把頭低了下來，撫摩著手中的戒指，那枚曾經帶給她無邊遐想，此刻給予她唯一希望的戒指。 男人深深的吸了一口氣，終於開口了：「今晚星空真美，象往常一樣。」男人雙眼凝望著星空，越來越朦朧。 女人並沒有說話。男人自顧自地繼續說道：「在那無數個不能相見的夜晚，我總是看著星空，心裡想著遠方的人兒在幹嗎，心中滿滿的是思念。」 停頓了一會，「只是沒想到，同一個星空下的這一天，會如此。。。」 「對不起。」女人輕輕的說了一句，把頭低得更低了，眼睛已經發熱了。 男人象沒聽到般，繼續著：「還記得上一個學期，我帶你回家，一起買菜，一起做飯的情景麼？那是我第一次和女孩子去買菜。那時看著你貪吃的模樣，別提我心裡有多幸福。」男人的嘴角掛上了一絲的笑意，非常溫柔的弧度。 進一步打開記憶的閘門：「還記得有一次上街夜了回去，我走得慢，你拖著我跑，那是我們第一次拖手。拖上了，就沒有放開過，在車上我們緊緊地十指緊扣，感覺心情有點激動，一股暖流從指間傳遞到心裡，直到送你到家，還是不想放開。多想一輩子就那樣拖著。「 女人已經開始哭了：「是，那是我真真切切的感覺到，我愛你，我深信你也有著和我同樣的感受。」 「是吧，我以為一切都將如我想像般那樣有個美好的結局，我已經在計劃著畢業後的事了，計劃著實習一個月後找個租的房子，買好戒指，玫瑰，準備好燭光晚餐…還有半年，半年，本來一切都會實現了。………男人顯得哀傷無比，心裡撕心裂肺的痛。 女人一下子緊緊地抱著男人，哭喊道：「別再說了，別再說了，求你，都是我，一切都是我的錯……是我毀了一切，是我傷害了你。「 男人沒有再說話，輕輕地幫女人把眼淚拭去，一次，兩次，三次……不斷地重複著 良久，女人停止了抽泣：「原諒我好麼？我會努力改的，我不會再騙你，不再見他，不再讓別的男人接近我。「 男人盯著女人的雙眼，一動不動，他心裡明白今晚是抉擇的一晚，他逃避了那麼久，不能再拖了，他要對父母負責，對自己負責，也要對她負責。無數個失眠的夜晚，他獨自忍受著那些不堪入耳的事實。他瘋狂過，他流淚過，他兩口一餐，他咆哮過，他甚至幾乎對生命絕望了。荒廢的時間太多太多，人也憔悴得不近人樣了。 看著同樣憔悴不已的她，他心痛了，但她的所作所為，更讓他心碎，痛楚幾乎讓他麻木。 「或許是我的錯，我不該低估距離的破壞性。很明顯，我一直感覺到你很愛我，只是，愛情之所以珍貴，在於他的獨有性和奉獻性。而這兩樣，我都不曾擁有。因為愛得太深，我傷得體無完膚了，我生不如死了。半年裡，我依舊無法讓自己去接受這個現實，每次想到那些，我都會…對不起，我們分開吧。 「我們已經回不到過去了麼……。」 「對不起，不能……我走了。」 說完男人逃跑般消失在夜裡，留下哭不成聲的女人。 此後，男人在空間，在日記裡，在字裡行間的都是悲傷，他不再單純，他不信愛情，他想的，只是在這副軀殼腐爛前為父母營造幸福的晚年。Cold moonlight, two people, two shadows, quietly relative. Summer night, there is no air flow, but there is a cold flow between them. The woman's lips moved and swallowed the words. He lowered his head and stroked the ring in his hand, which once brought her endless reverie and now gave her the only hope. The man took a deep breath and finally said, "the stars are beautiful tonight, as usual." Men's eyes staring at the starry sky, more and more hazy. The woman did not speak. The man continued selfishly: "in those innumerable nights when I couldn't see each other, I always looked at the starry sky and thought about what people in the distance were doing. My heart was full of missing." After a pause, "I just didn't expect that this day under the same starry sky would be like this..." "I'm sorry." The woman said gently, her head was lower, her eyes were hot. The man continued, "remember last semester when I took you home to buy vegetables and cook together? It was the first time I went shopping with a girl. At that time, looking at your greedy appearance, not to mention how happy I was in my heart. " The corner of the man's mouth hung a trace of smile, very gentle radian. Further opening the floodgate of memory: "I still remember one night when I went back on the street, I walked slowly, and you dragged me to run. That was the first time we dragged our hands. When we pulled it on, we didn't let it go. In the car, we held our fingers tightly and felt a little excited. A warm current passed from fingers to heart until we sent you home. We still didn't want to let it go. I want to drag on like that all my life. 「 Women have begun to cry: "yes, I really feel that I love you, and I am sure you have the same feelings as me." "Well, I think everything will come to a happy end as I imagined. I'm already planning for my graduation. I'm planning to find a rental house after a month's internship, buy rings, roses, and prepare candlelight dinner Half a year, half a year, everything would have come true The man appears sad incomparably, in the heart Tears heart crack lung pain. The woman hugged the man tightly and cried: "stop talking, please, it's all my fault, it's all my fault I ruined everything. I hurt you. 「 The man didn't speak any more. He gently helped the woman wipe away her tears, once, twice, three times It's repeated For a long time, the woman stopped sobbing: "forgive me, OK? I will try to change, I will not cheat you, do not see him, no longer let other men close to me. 「 The man stares at the woman's eyes and doesn't move. He knows in his heart that tonight is a night of choice. He has escaped for so long and can't delay any longer. He is responsible to his parents, to himself and to her. Countless sleepless nights, he alone endured those unpleasant facts. He had been crazy, he had shed tears, he had a meal for two, he had roared, and he was almost desperate for life. Too much wasted time, too many people haggard. Looking at the same haggard her, he was heartbroken, but what she did made him heartbroken, and the pain almost numbed him. "Maybe it's my fault. I shouldn't underestimate the destructiveness of distance. Obviously, I always feel that you love me very much, but the reason why love is precious lies in its uniqueness and dedication. And I didn't have either. Because love is too deep, I hurt the whole body, my life is not like death. Half a year, I still can't let myself accept this reality, every time I think of those, I will Sorry, let's separate. "Can't we go back to the past..." "I'm sorry, I can't I'm going With that, the man ran away and disappeared in the night, leaving behind the woman who couldn't cry. Since then, the man in the space, in the diary, between the lines are sad, he is no longer simple, he does not believe in love, he just want to create a happy old age for his parents before this body rots.說到德國的手工藝品，市民嚴先生腦海中浮現的第一樣物品便是布穀鳥鐘。作為德國鐘錶業的頭號招牌，布穀鳥鐘被視為最能結合當地文化氣息與生活傳統的手工藝品，一直是遊人到訪德國必買的紀念品之一。 在上一次到訪斯圖加特時，嚴先生踏入了一家布穀鳥鐘專賣店。小店的牆面上掛滿了大小不一、造型各異的布穀鳥鐘。每到整點和半點，店內便會變得格外歡騰，一隻只木質布穀鳥都從「小房間」內跳出來，「布穀布穀」地叫起來。隨後，大一點的鐘還會響起各種動人的旋律，一個個穿著德國古典民族服裝的小木偶便伴隨著旋律翩翩起舞。 如此精美的布穀鳥鐘一下子便吸引了嚴先生的目光。但一看價格，又讓人心生退意。純手工製作的布穀鳥鐘價格不菲，要價少則幾十歐元，多則幾百上千歐元。想著「下次一定來買」，嚴先生暫時割下心頭所愛。沒想到，2020年新冠肺炎疫情全球暴發，再訪德國購買此鍾，已不知何時才能成行。 其實，比起斯圖加特，更多人會到位於德國西南邊陲的城市弗萊堡購買布穀鳥鐘。當地舉世聞名的黑森林，是德國鐘錶的起源地，也是布穀鳥鐘的誕生地，至今仍是德國高端鐘錶的集中生產地。黑森林，實際上是一片南北長160公裡，東西寬20公裡至60公裡的山區。因為那裡森林密布，遠遠望去一片黑壓壓的，故得其名。When it comes to German handicrafts, the first thing that comes to Mr. Yan's mind is the cuckoo clock.As the No.1 brand o German watch industry, cuckoo clock is regarded as a handicraft that can best combine the local culture an life tradition. It haes aye been ane o the must buy souvenirs for visitors tae Germany. On his last visit tae Stuttgart, Mr. Yan stepped intae a cuckoo clock store.The walls of the shop are covered with cuckoo clocks of different sizes and shapes.Every hour and half an hour, the store will become particularly jubilant. A wooden cuckoo will jump out of the "small room" and "cuckoo" will cry.Than, the lairger clock will ring oot a variety o muivin melody, one bi one wearin German classical national costume puppets will dance wi the melody. Such a beautiful cuckoo clock immediately attracted Mr. Yan's attention.But a luik at the price, n lat people back.The price of hand-made cuckoo clocks is high, ranging from tens of euros to hundreds of thousands of euros.Thinkin "Ah'l buy it neist time", Mr. Yan cut aff his luff for the time bein.I didna expect that the global ootbreik o new crount pneumonia will occur in 2020. Ah dinnae ken whan Ah will be able tae buy this clock whan I visit Germany again. In fact, compared with Stuttgart, more people will buy cuckoo clocks in Freiburg, a city on the southwest border of Germany.The world-famous black forest is the birthplace o German watches an clocks, as well as the birthplace o cuckoo clocks. It is still the concentrated production place o high-end watches and clocks in Germany.Black forest is actually a munntainous airie 160 kilometers lang frae north tae Sooth an 20 tae 60 kilometers wide frae east tae wast.Cause thare is a dense forest, far awa a daurk, sae it got its name. K！沈蔓歌葉南弦小說·沈蔓歌免費閱讀全文