Here was this soldier, who had faced war and its ugly realities open-eyed and fearless, picking, indeed, the most dangerous branch of service for his own, a modern if ever there was one, appreciative of most unmystical Broadway, and yet soberly and earnestly attesting to his belief in banshee, in shadowy people of the woods, and phantom harpers! I wondered what he would think if he could see the Dweller and then, with a pang, that perhaps his superstitions might make him an easy prey. 你就是那個等待秋天的梨,而我就是你的秋天,阿磊在我耳邊輕輕地說,3年前。 過去的已經在回憶裡印成了歷史,我站在時間的某一個拐角處,時時等待著,等待時間在某一個逆轉的瞬間,我可以跑向甬道裡回到當時相擁的那一刻。而在時間的跑道裡,我的等待只換來了憔悴的面容和枯黃的髮絲。 四季無數次的輪轉,冬過春來,夏盡秋臨,我的秋天在那個午後,被絕望的雙手甩向世界的邊緣,從那以後,在我的世界裡只剩了下三個季節。 二、秋天 「一個梨每一年都期待著秋天的來臨,因為那是它生命中最完美的一段路程,也是最後一段,幸福和快樂是它生命的終結,你就是那個等待秋天的梨,而我就是你的秋天,我會帶給你無限的快樂與幸福,讓你的生命在我的生命裡一同慢慢老去。」阿磊煞是認真的說著,我依偎在他的懷裡,聽著他砰砰的心跳聲,感到無限的幸福與滿足。 和阿磊在一起,日子總是那麼的完美,我以為在我剩下的命程裡,阿磊會是我永遠的秋天,能夠滿足我一切和給我永久幸福的秋天。 在分手那天到來之前,我一直都這麼天真的認為。 三、初識 阿磊是陽光、成熟的那種男生,記得剛認識他的那天,我們坐在田邊的小路上,各自講述著自己曾經走過的昨天,與阿磊相遇之前,我的生活回憶幾乎是空白的,於是我靜靜地坐在阿磊的身旁,聆聽著他講述他曾經的故事,他說他很壞,交過很多的女朋友,曾在酒吧上過班,曾參加過黑社會,曾幫人打過架,打到身上有了無數處的傷疤。他問我怕不怕他,我笑了,說,不怕。 直到現在,我都不知道那天為什麼就那麼的信任他,我曾問他,我為什麼會對他有那種信任和依賴的感覺,他哈哈大笑起來,說,因為我是你生命中唯一的秋天,你當然會對我有所信任和依賴啦!然後他就用他那修長的手指點了一下我的鼻頭,我也跟著他笑了,對,他就是我這輩子命中注定的秋天,我一直都這麼認為。 四、長發 曾經,阿磊撫著我的秀髮,說:我喜歡長發的女孩,長發的相稱,使我感覺她們很清純,梨,你留長髮,好嗎?好,我答應你,我輕輕地回答著。 一句應答,簡簡單單,但它卻成了我對這份情的一種自認為的承諾,許多年過後,早已經不再有人記得,只有我一個人,在傻傻的實行著。 鏡子前,我梳著我的秀髮,齊齊的披到肩膀下方,看著鏡子裡面的那個自己,我微微的笑著,第一次有這樣一個堅決的意念——留長髮,留得長長的。 除了我之外,沒有人會知道我一直不肯剪頭髮的原因,甚至是阿磊。為了阿磊,我願意去做一些嘗試,哪怕是孤注一擲的嘗試。 五、距離 我和阿磊並不在一個地方讀書,只有等到假期的時候才會見面,那時我並不因為距離而覺得我們很遙遠,因為我們還可以在電話裡或在網上將愛進行到底,偶爾也會覺得思念若苦似甜。 有時候,距離是一個好東西,讓人在思念中感覺到了幸福,而我就是這樣在思念阿磊的過程中,感到了無可比擬的欣慰。 高考正一步一步地臨近,面對著沉重的學習負荷,我拿著電話傻傻地看著電話背面的阿磊的大頭貼,心情在無言中輕鬆了很多,好象他在對我說:「梨子,你一定能行的!」雖然我知道我的成績並不能考上一個好的大學,阿磊說他相信我,要我努力,努力了就一定會考上大學的,我輕輕地笑了,而內心裡卻感覺到了恐懼的氣息。You are the pear waiting for autumn, and I am your autumn, a Lei whispered in my ear, three years ago. The past has been printed into history in the memory. I stand at a corner of time, waiting for time, waiting for the moment when time reverses. I can run to the corridor and return to the moment when I hugged each other. And in the time of the runway, I wait for only in exchange for a haggard face and yellow hair. There are countless cycles of four seasons. Spring comes after winter, and autumn comes after summer. My autumn is thrown to the edge of the world by desperate hands that afternoon. Since then, there are only three seasons left in my world. 2、 Autumn "A pear looks forward to the coming of autumn every year, because that is the most perfect part of its life, and the last part. Happiness and happiness are the end of its life. You are the pear waiting for autumn, and I am your autumn. I will bring you infinite happiness and happiness, and let your life grow old together in my life." A Leisha is serious, I nestle in his arms, listening to his heart thumping sound, feel infinite happiness and satisfaction. With a Lei, the day is always so perfect, I think in the rest of my life, a Lei will be my eternal autumn, can satisfy me all and give me eternal happiness in autumn. Before the break-up day came, I always thought so naively. 3、 First knowledge A Lei is a sunny and mature boy. I remember the day I first met him, we sat on the path beside the field and told each other about the yesterday we had gone through. Before meeting a Lei, my life memories were almost blank. So I sat quietly beside a Lei and listened to him tell his story. He said that he was very bad, had many girlfriends and had been drinking Bar on the class, had participated in the underworld, had helped fight, hit the body has numerous scars. He asked me if I was afraid of him. I laughed and said, I am not afraid. Until now, I don't know why I trusted him that day. I once asked him why I had the feeling of trust and dependence on him. He laughed and said, because I am the only autumn in your life, you will certainly trust and rely on me! Then he pointed my nose with his slender fingers, and I laughed with him. Yes, he is the autumn of my life. I always think so. 4、 Long hair Once, a Lei stroked my hair and said: I like girls with long hair. The matching of long hair makes me feel that they are very pure. Pear, will you keep long hair? Well, I promise you, I answered softly. A response, simple, but it has become a kind of commitment to this feeling, many years later, no one can remember it, only I am carrying out it foolishly. In front of the mirror, I combed my hair and put it under my shoulder. Looking at myself in the mirror, I was smiling. For the first time, I had such a firm idea - long hair, long hair. Apart from me, no one will know the reason why I always refuse to have my hair cut, even ah Lei. For the sake of a Lei, I am willing to make some attempts, even if it is a desperate attempt. 5、 Distance Alei and I don't study in the same place. We only meet during the holidays. At that time, I don't think we are very far away because of the distance, because we can still carry on our love through the phone or on the Internet. Occasionally, we feel that missing is as bitter as sweet. Sometimes, the distance is a good thing, let people feel happy in missing, and I just like this, in the process of missing a Lei, I feel incomparable gratification. The college entrance examination is approaching step by step. Facing the heavy learning load, I took the phone and looked at a Lei's big head sticker on the back of the phone foolishly. My heart relaxed a lot in silence, as if he was saying to me: "pear, you can do it!" Although I know that my results can't be admitted to a good university, a Lei said that he believes me and wants me to work hard. If I work hard, I will be admitted to the University. I smile gently, but I feel the breath of fear in my heart. B!神醫毒妃不好惹 雲若月 楚玄辰小說全集免費閱讀 邪王寵妻不思休 冷麵王爺