playing with flowers and plants, some people like sports and fitness, some people like shopping, some people like sitting in silence Tao Ran's mind and nature 記得，小時候學過一篇朱自清的背影，讓我記憶猶新，如今，想起年邁的父親，一直以來，也想寫點什麼給父親，可一直以來，遲遲未動筆。父親，一個普普通通的農民，出生在饑寒交迫的58年代，那時農村經濟還一貧如洗，農民的日子還處在水深火熱之中，父親在那個年代，由於家庭背景的原因，沒能繼續他的求知夢。念完高中，生活的拮据逼迫讓父親綴學，從此，父親便成了一個普通的農民。後來，按照農村的習俗，父親和母親結了婚，由於父親家兄妹多，家裡生活拮据，父親就和母親兩人扛起了這個家的重任，從此，他們早出晚歸。穿梭在農家的田埂邊，在我幼小的心靈裡。父親一直很少說話，總是默不做聲，很少看見他的笑，可父親對我們兄妹幾個要求很嚴，所以，在家，我們兄妹幾個都怕父親，也許是由於生活的壓力太大了吧，父親在家的日子很少，經常吃完飯就下地去了。那時在農家的天地，天真無邪的我們不知道父親的心每天很累，更不知父親為了這個家已精疲力盡，經常在那綠茵茵的田埂邊，鬧著要父親背我們走，還記得，那夕陽西下，黃昏的晚霞染紅了半邊天，我在煙霧繚繞的村莊小徑上，騎在父親背上，學者牧馬歸來的孩童嘻嘻。童年的生活讓我自豪父親那寬厚的肩膀帶給我溫暖和快樂，每次當我淘氣時，總喜歡爬在父親的背上嬉鬧。可一晃到了上學年齡，村莊的小學離家很遠，每天我們都是排著隊，踏著晨日的朝陽繞過那山路十八彎去上學，放學了，依然唱著隊歌，鮮豔的紅領巾在山間小路上飄蕩，兒時的快樂撒遍山間的每個角落。每每下雨時，是我最高興的時候，因為下雨了，山路滑，父親不會讓我走路的，上學放學，都是父親背著我到學校的，那時候，我趴在父親寬厚的背上，心裡暖暖的，天真幼雅的心靈從那時開始，就希望父親寬厚的背永遠是自己心靈的港灣。歲月冉冉，六年過去了，曾經的歡樂留在了古老的山村，帶著曾經童雅的心走進了縣城，再也沒有父親背我了，再也感受不到父親那寬厚的背上的溫暖了。記得，在縣城讀初中時，由於是住校，在校的日子總是想念那清貧而溫馨的家，想起在家的溫暖，想起在父親背上度過那一幕幕令人回憶的嚴寒酷暑，還記得那一個寒冷的冬季，由於不小心，宿舍門沒鎖，我的被子丟了，下晚自習，回到宿舍，看著空蕩蕩的床鋪，陣陣寒風讓我的心也跟著顫抖不已，我不知道該怎麼辦，去給二叔講了，二叔沒說什麼，把他的被子給我，第二天，中午吃飯時，在校門口，我看到了父親，父親拿著一床棉被，見到父親，我不知說什麼，父親第一句話就問我受凍了沒有，我接過父親的行李，一起和父親來到宿舍，父親把東西給我放好，說出去吃飯吧，吃了他下午還要趕回去， 和父親來到街上，父親問我想吃什麼，我說隨便吧，父親給我買了一碗麵，他說，在學校你受苦了，多吃點。看著父親，我說， 爹，你吃吧，父親說他吃過了，快吃吧， 吃完飯，送父親來到車站，看著幾年不見，父親的背消瘦了很多，生活的重壓讓父親瘦了很多，看著父親走進站臺，我的心裡酸酸的。 至此以後，每次看到父親的來信，我心裡有一種說不出的感覺，初中第三年，由於我們兄妹三個都上學了，家裡的壓力更大了，父親不得不把家裡的一切農活扔給母親，置身來到學校附近做起了民工，每次下課，看著學校對面的建築工人穿梭於每棟高樓大廈之間，我就想起了父親，想起父親正用他畢生的精力為我創造著一切。 艱苦的生活讓我孤獨的心更加孤僻，初中三年終於結束了，看著貧窮的家為了我上學日漸衰落，我打消了上學的念頭，那次告訴父親，父親狠狠的罵了我一頓，說你願意像我一樣嗎，永遠做農民嗎。那一次，我才真真的理解父親對我的良苦用心。1999年，初中畢業，我上了中專，之所以選擇中專，我是想早點畢業，想早點替父親承擔一些壓力，早日撐起這個家。那天去鹹陽報導，父親送我到學校，把一切都辦妥好，父親就回去了，在都市的街道，我陪父親走在寬敞的柏油路上，一路上，我們都默默的走著，誰也沒有說話，到了車站，父親把一封信給我，說小波，在學校照顧好自己，離家遠了，記得經常寫信回來，沒錢了就給家裡要，不要委屈了自己，最主要的是吃飽穿暖，你是一個懂事的孩子，我放心你。聽著父親一句句個感人肺腑的話語，我的淚水早已在眼眶裡打轉，我把父親那封沉甸甸的心裝在胸口的口袋，對父親點點頭，說，我知道了，在父親轉身的那一刻，我分明看到父親的眼角紅紅的，一生飽受生活折磨的父親，從沒有在困難面前低過頭，可如今，父親為了我，留下了男子漢堅強的淚，看著父親的背影慢慢的消失在人海中，我揉揉模糊的雙眼，回到了宿舍。那段時光，父親的話語，一直深深的在我腦海裡浮現，自從初中到中專，這些年來，父親在也沒有說過我一次，特別是中專，離家更遠，我很少回家，為了能給父母減輕壓力，每每寒假暑假，我都選擇去做零時工，但每次。我收到父親的來信，是我最大的快樂，父親，一個普通的農民，但他有著普通農民沒有的寬闊胸懷，每一句句感人肺腑的話語，一直伴隨著我在人生的路上前進。四年中專終於熬到頭了，那次父親在西安打工，回家時順便來看我，看著父親，一下子老了很多，曾經那寬厚的肩膀如今是那麼的消瘦，回想著童年在父親背上騎馬嬉鬧的那個我，如今已和父親差不多一樣高了，時光真的好快呀! 陪著父親拿著我的行李一起去車站，路上，看著父親吃力的扛著我的行李，我接過來，父親執意不肯，我只好在旁邊幫父親抬著，來到車站，父親放下行李，長長的舒了一口氣，說：「老了，不中用了，」看著父親，我心疼極了，我知道。父親還不老。都是生活的重擔讓父親才累成這樣。看著父親蹣跚的身軀扛著笨重的行李上了車，列車徐徐的消失在我的視線裡，我隨身返回了學校，心中早已想著南方，想著早點去南方多賺點錢，早點減輕父母的重擔。2003你3月20，西安的天空布滿了陰雲，我帶著心中的夢，帶著父親的期望，隨著人流，告別了自己的故鄉，踏出了我人生的第一步。在外漂泊的日子，我心中還是眷戀著家，眷戀著父母，特別是父親的話語一直在我腦海裡浮現，第一年打工，幾乎所有的錢都寄給家了，每次看著那一張匯款單，我的心裡就舒暢多了。在外的日子，一晃四年了，我未回家，年輕氣盛的我，為了承諾曾經的誓言，一直在外漂泊，流浪。生活像一把無形的利刃時刻逼者我，讓我在這殘酷的現實中奔波。I remember learning an article about Zhu Ziqing's back when I was a child, which is still fresh in my memory. Now, when I think of my old father, I want to write something for him all the time, but I haven't started writing yet. My father, an ordinary farmer, was born in the cold and hungry 58s. At that time, the rural economy was still in dire straits, and the farmer's life was still in dire straits. At that time, my father failed to continue his dream of seeking knowledge due to his family background. After finishing high school, my father was forced to drop out of school because of the lack of money. From then on, my father became an ordinary farmer. Later, according to the custom of the countryside, father and mother got married. Because there were many brothers and sisters in father's family and the family was in a tight situation, father and mother shouldered the heavy responsibility of the family. From then on, they left early and returned late. Shuttle in the farm ridge edge, in my young heart. My father seldom talks, always keeps silent, and seldom sees his smile. But my father is very strict with our brothers and sisters. So, at home, our brothers and sisters are afraid of my father. Maybe it's because of the pressure of life. My father has few days at home and often goes to the ground after dinner. At that time, in the farm world, we didn't know that our father's heart was very tired every day, and we didn't know that his father was exhausted for the sake of the family. He often asked his father to carry us by the green ridge. I still remember that the setting sun was setting, and the sunset was red for half a day. I was riding on my father's back on the smoky village path, and the child came back from the scholar's horse herding The children are laughing. Childhood life makes me proud of my father's generous shoulder, which brings me warmth and happiness. Every time I am naughty, I always like to climb on my father's back and play. But as soon as we reached school age, the primary school in the village was far away from home. Every day we were in line, walking on the morning sun to go to school around the eighteen bends of the mountain road. After school, we still sang the team song. The bright red scarf floated on the mountain Road, and the joy of childhood spread all over the mountain. When it rains, it's my happiest time. Because it rains and the mountain road is slippery, my father won't let me walk. When I go to school, my father carries me to school. At that time, I lie on my father's generous back, warm in my heart, innocent and elegant in my heart. From then on, I hope my father's generous back will always be the harbor of my heart. As time goes by, six years later, the joy of the past has stayed in the ancient mountain village, and entered the county with the heart of Tongya. There is no longer my father carrying me, and I can no longer feel the warmth of my father's generous back. I remember when I was a junior high school student in the county town, because I was living on campus, I always miss my poor and warm home. I remember the warmth of being at home, the cold and hot summer I spent on my father's back, and the cold winter when I lost my quilt because of carelessness. I went back to my dormitory to study in the evening and looked at the empty bed, The next day, at noon, at the school gate, I saw my father. My father was holding a quilt. When I saw my father, I didn't know what to say. The first sentence of my father asked me if I was frozen. I took my father's luggage and went to school together When I came to the dormitory with my father, my father put things away for me and said, "go out for dinner. After eating, he has to go back in the afternoon.", When I came to the street with my father, my father asked me what I wanted to eat. I said whatever. My father bought me a bowl of noodles. He said, you suffer in school, eat more. Looking at my father, I said, Dad, you can eat it. My father said that he has eaten it. Eat it quickly, After dinner, I sent my father to the station. Seeing that he had not seen me for several years, my father's back was much thinner. The heavy pressure of life made my father lose a lot of weight. Looking at my father walking into the platform, my heart was sour. Since then, every time I see my father's letter, I have an indescribable feeling in my heart. In the third year of junior high school, because all three of our brothers and sisters went to school, the pressure at home became greater. My father had to throw all the farm work at home to his mother. He came to the school to work as a migrant worker. Every time after class, he watched the construction workers across the school shuttling between each high-rise building, I think of my father, who is using his whole life to create everything for me. The hard life made my lonely heart more lonely. The three years of junior high school finally ended. Looking at the declining of my poor family to go to school for me, I gave up the idea of going to school. That time, I told my father that my father scolded me severely and said that you would like to be like me and be a farmer forever. That time, I really understood my father's good intentions to me. In 1999, when I graduated from junior high school, I went to technical secondary school. The reason why I chose technical secondary school was that I wanted to graduate early, to bear some pressure for my father, and to support my family as soon as possible. That day, I went to Xianyang to report that my father sent me to school and did everything well, so my father went back. On the street of the city, I accompanied my father on the spacious asphalt road. All the way, we walked silently, and no one spoke. When we got to the station, my father sent me a letter, saying that Xiaobo, take good care of himself in school, and he was far away from home. I always remember to write back, and I had no money Give it to the family, don't hurt yourself, the most important thing is to eat and wear warm, you are a sensible child, I rest assured you. Listening to my father's touching words, my tears have been swirling in my eyes. I put my father's heavy heart in my chest pocket, nodded to my father, and said, I know. At the moment when my father turned around, I clearly saw that my father's eyes were red. My father, who had been tortured all his life, had never bowed his head in front of difficulties. But now, my father is very happy For me, left a man strong tears, looking at his father's back slowly disappeared in the sea of people, I rubbed fuzzy eyes, back to the dormitory. At that time, my father's words have been deeply in my mind. Since junior high school to technical secondary school, my father has never said that I was once, especially in technical secondary school. I am far away from home. I seldom go home. In order to relieve the pressure on my parents, I always choose to do part-time work every winter vacation and summer vacation, but every time. I received a letter from my father, is my greatest happiness, my father, an ordinary farmer, but he has a broad mind that ordinary farmers do not have, every sentence touching words, has been with me on the road of life. Four years of technical secondary school finally came to an end. When my father worked in Xi'an, he came to see me when he came home. Looking at my father, he suddenly became a lot older. His broad shoulders were so thin now. Looking back on the one who rode and frolicked on his father's back in my childhood, I am almost as tall as my father now. Time is really fast! Accompanied my father with my luggage to the station, on the way, looking at my father hard carrying my luggage, I took it, my father insisted on not, I had to help my father carry, came to the station, my father put down his luggage, a long sigh of relief, said: "old, useless." looking at my father, I was very distressed, I know. My father is not old. It's the burden of life that makes my father so tired. Looking at my father's staggering body carrying heavy luggage on the train, the train slowly disappeared in my sight, I went back to school with me, thinking about the south, going to the south early to earn more money and lightening the burden of my parents. On March 20, 2003, the sky in Xi'an was full of clouds. With the dream in my heart and the expectation of my father, I bid farewell to my hometown with the flow of people and took the first step in my life. When I was wandering outside, I was still nostalgic for my family and my parents, especially my father's words. In my first year of working, almost all the money was sent home. Every time I looked at the money order, I felt much more comfortable. I haven't been home for four years. In order to promise my oath, I have been wandering outside. Life is like an invisible blade, forcing me to rush around in this cruel reality.在這個忙碌的塵世裡，我們常常低頭趕路，只看到自己不斷前行的腳步，忘了看身邊的風景。疲憊不堪的時間，抱緊自己的雙臂，給自己守心自暖的力量。以為人生會這樣一輩子的孤單寂寞，卻不料，走過你的面前，看到了你眼裡的溫暖如春的善意。In this busy world, we often look down on the road, only to see their own continuous pace, forget to see the scenery around us. Tired time, hold their arms tightly, give themselves the strength to keep their hearts warm. I thought that life would be so lonely for a lifetime, but unexpectedly, I walked in front of you and saw the warm kindness in your eyes.遇見你，接近你，走進彼此的生命。遇見你，遇見美好，遇見一段情誼。關於遇見可以有很多解釋，都抵不過緣分二字。茫茫人海，只有緣分的指引，才會在孤獨的行走中遇見一個你。遇見，才有了百媚千紅的精彩。遇見，才走進萬水千山的廣袤。Meet you, approach you, walk into each other's life. Meet you, meet beauty, meet a friendship. There are many explanations about meeting, but they are not equal to fate. Boundless sea of people, only the guidance of fate, will meet you in the lonely walk. Meet, just had a hundred beautiful thousand red wonderful. Met, just into the vast waters and mountains.遇見你，從此，遇見美好。遇見你，遇見美好的日常。煩惱了，把滿滿的垃圾情緒說給你聽，有時候，也許並不需要你給我指導或建議，散落的憂傷便已經遠離。只要你在傾聽，便是美好的時光，不必有太多的互動，只要你在，我就安心。Meet you from now on. Meet you, meet the beautiful everyday. Worry, full of garbage emotions to you, sometimes, may not need your guidance or advice, scattered sadness has been far away. As long as you are listening, it is a good time. There is not much interaction. As long as you are there, I will be at ease.遇見你，遇見美好的心情。喜歡聽你叫著我的名字，笑意從我的嘴角溢出，心情的天空一片晴朗。悠悠歲月，有你陪伴的日子，是風輕雲淡的美好。在同行的時光裡一起遇見溫暖，不必牽手，只要你在，我就歡喜。Meet you, meet a good mood. Like to hear you call my name, smile overflow from the corner of my mouth, mood of the sky a clear. Long years, with you accompany the day, is a beautiful breeze. In the time of the same trade, meet the warmth together, do not need to hold hands, as long as you are in, I am happy.遇見你，遇見美好的徵程。山水之間相遇，日月之間同行，你的人生我只借一程。這一程風雨，這一程知音，是生命徵程中的美麗。一份知心，讓我們彼此信任；一份信任，讓我們彼此懂得。在歲月的徵程中，不必擁有，只要你在，我就悅情。Meet you, meet a beautiful journey. Meeting between mountains and rivers, walking between the sun and the moon, I only borrow one journey of your life. The wind and rain, the bosom friend, is the beauty in the journey of life. A confidant, let us trust each other; a trust, let us understand each other. In the years of journey, do not have to have, as long as you in, I will be happy.F！錯嫁成婚：總裁的私寵甜妻秦舒褚臨沉免費小說閱讀·秦舒褚臨沉全文免費閱讀·秦舒褚臨沉完整版在線閱讀