憂心忡忡|獻給王小山的歌

歌曲封面｜@潘浥塵

這一年來，整天憂心忡忡，憂了病毒憂蝗災，憂了洪水憂糧荒。抑鬱症犯三五次，微博帳號禁七八個。不知道為啥會禁言我，好多兄弟說，誰讓你總憂心忡忡的？凡事往好了看，比如收入吧，不能說比去年減少30%，要說恢復高達70%，看，換個角度，多麼美好。

我天性焦慮，美好不起來，是我的錯，影響歡樂氣氛被禁言，是我的錯……總之都是我的錯。阿丁和大方被我情緒浸染，又寫了這首不健康的歌，嗯，還是我的錯。我對不起大家，謝罪。

——王小山

In this  year, I have been worried constantly every day, firstly about virus, locust plague, then flood, and food crisis. I was suffering with depression for a handful times, and was banned by Weibo for seven or eight times. Don’t know why my blog was banned.  Some friends suggested, 「Because you are worried all the time. Look at the positive side! Take the income as an example. Don’t say 『it was reduced by 30%』, but instead, 『it recovered up to 70%.』 Look! Change your angle, and how beautiful!」I was born with anxiety, not beautiful, my fault. I was banned for affecting the happy environment, my fault……Anyway, all my faults. A Ding and Dafang were infected by my mood, and wrote this unhealthy song. Oh, it’s my fault again! I deeply apologize to all. 

 Worried and Worried

—-A Song To Wang Xiao-shan

詞：阿丁  Lyrics: A Ding

  曲：大方  Music: Da Fang

 

雲朵看透了輕

The clouds see through lightness

飛鳥放棄了風

Birds renounce the winds

行屍戴上了口罩

Walking corpses wear face-masks

如今活著叫不死，不生

And living is now called not dead nor, alive

 

柴米夢到墳塋

Food dreams of graves 

油鹽夢到虛空

Spices dream of the void

病毒夢到鐵王座

Virus dreams of Iron Throne

從此膚色要說暗，說明

From now on, skin colors are counted only dark and, light

 

藍色嘲諷天空

Blue sneers at the sky

紅色鄙夷疼痛

Red has disdain for pain

黑夜將白晝流放

Night banishes the day

淚水不必落下就已，沸騰

Tears has been boiling before falling 

 

謊言滋養眾牲

Lies nourish all the creatures

真相恩賜盲聾

Truths bless the blind and the deaf

良心剁碎了餵鷹

Chopped conscience feeds vultures 

背對大海你說你，（很冷）

Turning away from the sea you say you are, cold

 

我對這個世界憂心忡忡

I am worried and worried about the world

我對這個世界舉足輕重

In it, I am somebody

我對這個世界開始沉默

To it, I become silent

我對這個世界已經認慫

By it, I have admitted defeat 

 

空早就不是色

Emptiness is not form since long ago

色早就不是空

And form is not emptiness

佛說我不下地獄

Buddha says I refuse to get to hell

普天下因果都是自耕，自種

Consequences are all planted and cultivated by themselves

 

遊子切除根莖

Wandering son cuts off his roots

暴君廢除時鐘

Tyrant abolishes the clock

言語被押上絞架

Speech gets escorted to the gallows

此後要麼沉默要麼，哼哼

From now on, either keep silent or just, hmmm

  

挪亞把船清空

Noah empties the ark

摩西越嶺獨行

Mose crosses the mountains alone

彼拉多帶貨十字架

Pilat markets crosses

聖經注我我注，聖經

The Bible comments on me, I on it.

 

謊言滋養眾牲

Lies nourish all the creatures

真相恩賜盲聾

Truths bless the blind and the deaf

良心剁碎了餵鷹

Chopped conscience feeds vultures 

背對大海你說你，（很冷）

Turning away from the sea you say you are, cold

 我對這個世界憂心忡忡

I am worried and worried about the world

我對這個世界舉足輕重

In it, I am somebody

我對這個世界開始沉默

To it, I become silent      

我對這個世界已經認慫

By it, I have admitted defeat 

雞鴨仇視蛆蟲

Chickens and ducks hate the maggots

甲乙仇視丙丁

A and B hate C and D

肉食者仇視素食者

Meat eaters hate vegetarian

沉睡千年的仇視，喚醒

Hatred arouses after a thousand-year sleep

 

上帝愛上屠城

God falls in love with slaughtering

佛陀愛上殺生

Buddha falls in love with killing 

螻蟻愛上了履帶

Ant falls in love with tractor crawlers 

人們管這叫親情，愛情

They are called affection and, love

 

謊言滋養眾牲

Lies nourish all the creatures

真相恩賜盲聾

Truths bless the blind and the deaf

良心剁碎了餵鷹

Chopped conscience feeds vultures 

背對大海你說你，很冷

Turning away from the sea you say you are, cold

我對這個世界憂心忡忡

I am worried and worried about the world

我對這個世界舉足輕重

In it, I am somebody

我對這個世界可以沉默

To it, I can be silent

我對這個世界已經認慫

By it, I have admitted defeat 

我對這個世界憂心忡忡

I am worried and worried about the world

我對這個世界舉足輕重

In it, I am somebody

我對這個世界可以沉默

To it, I can be silent

我對這個世界已經認慫

By it, I have admitted defeat 

演唱：大方  周雲蓬    

Vocals：Da Fang，Zhou Yun-peng

吉他：白樺    Guitar:  Bai Hua

鍵盤：吳永紅  Piano: Wu Yong-hong

錄音：李強  小木  杜凱  

Recorded by: Li Qiang, Xiao Mu, Du Kai

編曲:   李強  吳永紅   

Music Arranged by:  Li Qiang, Wu Yong-hong

製作/混音：李強  

Produced/Mixed by：Li Qiang

監製：大方   

Production Director: Da Fang

翻譯：王與同  王大公  大方   

Translated by:  Grace Yutong Wang,  Dagong Wang，Da Fang

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About This Song

阿丁

寫這首歌詞當然是源於三哥（王小山）這陣子的Logo語「憂心忡忡」，以及他被屢屢「幹掉」引發的孤憤。卻不止於此，我想說的是，如果你對現狀從不憂心忡忡的話，那也太讓人憂心忡忡了。BTW，沒什麼比綻放在行屍臉上的笑更令人絕望了。

這是我第一次給活人寫歌，祝三哥長命百歲。

I wrote this lyrics surely because of brother Xiao-shan’s recent logo 「worried and worried」, and the sadness and rage for he was being banned again and again.  And moreover, what I want to say is: if you were never worried about the status quo, it would be extremely worrying. BTW, nothing could be more desperate than blooming smiles on the face of walking corpses. This is the first time for me to write a lyrics for a man still alive, wish him a long life.七月看到阿丁寫的這首歌詞，寫得好，讀了兩遍後副歌的旋律就哼唱出來了。在家錄了一個清唱發給山哥聽，他說：真好！還活著就有人給我寫歌了。我希望山哥自己唱，他說等他回國。我八月去大理，在樂隊貝斯手小木的協助下錄了這首歌的demo，發給山哥，山哥回覆：我暫時回不去，讓老周唱吧。周雲蓬聽了demo說：試試。這首歌是周雲蓬的第一首男女合唱歌曲，無關愛情，卻關乎對這個世界真切又深切的愛。感謝北京「奕星宇音樂」星芒錄音棚、大理「窄門Studio」協助錄音。最後，特別感謝製作人李強，他為這首歌花費了不少心思。Brother Xiao-shan is at odd with Weibo this year.I read the lyrics written by A Ding in July. A job well done. The melody of chorus started to emerge after reading the second time. I recorded this song sung unaccompanied at home, then sent to  Brother Xiao-shan, he said, 「Great! A song was written for me even as I am still alive!」 I wished he could sing it by himself. And he said then wait for him to come back to China.I went to Dali in August, recorded a demo with the help of  Xiao Mu, our bass player, then sent it to Brother Xiao-shan. he replied, 「I can not go back soon. Let Zhou do it.」 After listening to the demo, Zhou Yun-peng said, 「let’s give it shot.」This is Zhou Yun-peng’s first duet with female singer, though nothing to do with love, however, it’s about the true and deep passion for the world.Thanks to Piano Wu Yong-hong and Guitar Bai Hua.Thanks to my brother and my niece for helping me correct and polish the English translation.Thanks to Pan Yi-chen design the cover of the song. Thanks to Beijing Yi Xing Yu Asterism Studio,  Dali Narrow Gate Studio help recording. Special thanks to producer Li Qiang for paying so much energy on this song.山哥是個好酒友，是個好心人，是個好作家，跟祥林嫂似的，總是憂心忡忡！還是喝吧，都在酒裡了。Brother Shan is a good companion for a drink, a warm-hearted man, an excellent writer. he is always worried and worried, like Xiang Lin Sao (a character in Lu Xun’s fiction).  Let’s just drink. Cheer! 山哥好玩，喜歡熱鬧，現在困在島上，我說他是困在桃花島的老頑童，其實他只要認慫就沒事，我就喜歡他不認慫的勁頭，送他一首打油詩。

老頑童

桃花島上起囂塵，

為有頑童島上蹲。

全把世俗當狗屁，

不拘禮節輕人倫。

騎鯊海上玩與樂，

養蜂谷中率且真。

最愛左右互博術，

一手遊戲一酒樽。

Brother Shan enjoys making fun and jolly time. Now that he gets stuck on an island, I joke he’s like the Old Urchin, a famous character in Kung Fu fiction, who was also stuck on the Peach Blossom Island. Things would be fine if he had admitted defeat. But I really like it as he never does so. That’s why I sent him this limerick.Noise arises on Peach Blossom Island,For there sojourns an old urchin.Treats common customs as nonsense,Disregards courtesy and correctness.Amuses himself riding shark on the sea,Stays genuine in the Valley of Honeybee.Has fun left hand fighting the right,One holds games , another wine goblet.

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