What’s important to me? I asked my self inwardly, as I took a sip of my hot chocolate. My family is important to me, but music is also very important to me, I could never get the answer right, everything is so complicated.
「Safety is the most important thing ever ever.』』 Mum and dad have agreed with this all along.
But what’s important to me? I never get this right even though five years has past. 「Hey, Mia I love your piece—what’s it called? Oh, Spinning Song!」 Dad said in his booming and strong voice. 「Yes, Mia, what’re you doing?』』 Mum asked in her comforting voice. What the heck! I』ve been lost in my own thought for so long! I groaned, This thought keeps bothering me. 「Just a sip of hot chocolate.』』 I said hurriedly, 「No dear, not 「sip』』, it’s drink. 「Drink』』 is actually longer then 「sip』』.』』 Mum corrected gently. 「Woof, Woof!』』 My puppy barked as if agreeing. 「Hmph.』』 I said roughly. 「Go on then.』』 Dad prompted. 「Hmmm.』』 I said almost lost in my own thought again, mum and dad are all so nice, what is important to me? But however, I sat back down onto the piano chair.
I close my eyes, the music is so wonderful I couldn’t think about my thought anymore, it washed my mind, and let my mind full of images, like I was back in time. It makes my heart connected to the music, and I can’t pull away. I could not deny it: I love it, even though after I played it, their was sweat covering me with heat, no one can describe it exactly, but music are so wonderful.
My mother keep saying : 「Be a doctor, then you’re helping people, music ain’t helps.』』
「It is, always.』』 I snapped.
「how?』』 Mum shot back,
「Music is helping people because I was helping other people understand music better, and help them enjoy music, and helping them learning what is comfortable.』』 I insisted 「especially cakesniffers.』』I added.
「Ugh. Help then.』』 Mum snorted.
And playing music means going to YMS. I thought grinning to myself. I just love music so much, it was a thing no technology can replace, it was a thing only emotion can tell, it was a thing that is part of my life .
「Mia, you’re tired and I know it, you are stopping long this time longer than n 「drink』』.』』 Then she chuckled at her little joke. 「You go to bed.』』
And so I did, on my way up the staris I thought I』ll throw this thought away, but when I’m on my bed The shout trap me again. Ineed friends very much, they was part of my life too, I have Cherry, Yoyo, Nancy, Anna Ethta Laura and many many many others. I need them to play, I need them to talk. I like books so much, I would not hear the loudest music played on earth. I love all the books I』ve read such as Humphrey, His dark materials and some others. But after I woke up, I know the answer: My family are important to me. So mum’s right, I was tired, not even being able to answer my own question.