被迫無奈，也沒能救回弟弟。
有一種痛，沒有歇斯底裡，只是讓人感覺到，不好受，呼吸是困難的，天是灰色的，但你必須接受，還得笑著接受，因為她還有媽媽。
媽媽需要她。
經過治療，媽媽身體好轉，但是知道弟弟的死，整個人都崩潰了。
是林辛言，抱著她，哭著說，「媽，你還有我，為了我好好活著。」
在醫院裡的這一個月，莊子衿時常坐在床邊發呆，林辛言知道，她是想弟弟了，如果不是因為自己，恐怕媽媽就隨弟弟去了，因為要照顧媽媽，她被學校開除，不過媽媽的傷勢已經好轉。
她提著吃的走進醫院，走到病房門口，她抬手剛想開門時，聽到裡面的聲音——
Forced helpless, also failed to save his brother. < / P > < p > there is a kind of pain, no hysteria, it just makes people feel uncomfortable, breathing is difficult, the day is gray, but you have to accept it and smile, because she still has a mother. < / P > < p > mom needs her. < p > < p > after treatment, my mother got better, but when she knew her brother was dead, the whole person collapsed. < p > < p > is Lin Xinyan, holding her, crying and saying, "Mom, you still have me, for me to live well." < p > < p > in the hospital this month, Zhuang Zijin often sat beside the bed in a daze. Lin Xinyan knew that she missed her brother. If it wasn't for herself, I'm afraid her mother would follow her brother. Because she had to take care of her mother, she was expelled from school, but her mother's injury has improved. < / P > < p > she walked into the hospital with food and went to the door of the ward. When she raised her hand and tried to open the door, she heard the sound inside