走近百大冠軍116期Amber(比基尼):生活有時是這樣的旋風。我相信人在掙扎的時候,並不是拋棄原來的自己。Life is such a whirlwind at times. I believe that in times of struggle, it's not about leaving your old self behind.
我相信這是把他/她帶進未知世界去學習、啟發、成長和愛。I believe it's about taking him/her into the unknown to learn, inspire, grow and love through those times.
對我來說,我從不後悔自己成了什麼樣的人,也不後悔自己經歷了什麼,這比變成什麼樣來的重要。然而,它讓我比以往任何時候都更有動力去尋找更多的自己。For me, I never regret who I've become or what I've been through. There is more to me than what I've become..and yet it makes me motivated more than ever to find more of who I am becoming.
我為我取得的成就而自豪。從來沒有把自己看作是任何榜樣。I take pride in what successes I've achieved... and have never viewed myself as any kind of role model.
然而,我的信念走一步堅定一步。我每天都在展示我的夢想……我只相信過程和工作的過程…希望在我想要的方向上再邁出一步。However, my faith is strong in how much farther I go. Manifesting my dreams day my day...I do nothing more than trust the process and work on the process... hoping for another step in the direction I want to take.
為什麼要擔心比賽,你每天早上起來,掙扎著去尋找是什麼結束了這場遊戲,正是你足夠的努力,你是在和自己過不去。Why worry about the competition, struggling to find what makes you wake up every morning to kill the game is enough work when it's you against yourself.
我的掙扎在羞辱我,調教我變成現在的樣子。My struggles have transformed me by humbling, building and shaping me into this character right now I've become.
當我知道什麼是數次想放棄,想從這個世界消失時…我提醒自己為什麼放棄不能是一種選擇(聽起來像陳詞濫調)。When I know what it's like to loose faith at times and want to just disappear from this world.. I remind myself of the reasons why giving up can't be the option(as cliche as that sounds).
在你(和我自己)裡面總會有一團小小的火焰,燒掉掙扎的尾巴,讓掙扎為你所用,記得繼續終結這場遊戲。There will always be a small fire inside of you(&myself)that keeps burning on what struggles present themselves.Let them fuel your hustle and remember to keep killin' the game.