也曾騙自己說：「錯過就錯過吧，好的總是壓箱底。」但後來慢慢發現，自己的箱子深不見底。
Also once deceived oneself to say: "miss to miss, good always press box bottom." But later, I found that my box was not deep enough.
漸漸開始明白，不是所有人都值得我捧著一顆真心去對待的，有些關係停留在剛認識時就足夠了，再往前邁一步就會受傷。
那些看起來冷漠無情的舉動，其實只是我的一種自我保護罷了。
Gradually began to understand that not everyone is worth holding a heart to treat, some relationships stay at the beginning of understanding enough, and further step forward will hurt.
Those seemingly indifferent acts, in fact, are just a kind of self-protection.
「你怎麼能愛上我呢？」
「我試著克制過了。」
"How can you fall in love with me?"
"I tried to restrain myself."
別灰心，一定會有人愛你的，用他俗氣和熱烈的愛，讓你知道，你值得被肯定， 值得世間所有美好。
Don't lose heart, someone will love you. With his vulgar and warm love, let you know that you are worthy of affirmation and all the beauty in the world.
一個人單身久了，突然出現一個喜歡的人，就會覺得措手不及。會突然覺得自己一無所長，一無所有，喜歡也慢慢地擱淺在了心裡。
A person single for a long time, suddenly appear a person like, will feel unprepared. Will suddenly feel that they have nothing, nothing, like also slowly stranded in the heart.
道理我都懂，可就像魚活在海裡，也死在海裡。
We all know the truth, but it's like a fish living in the sea and dying in the sea.
直到今天為止，我從未遇見過真正治癒我的人，我總是在追尋被愛的道路上磕磕絆絆，消耗著自己。
To this day, I have never met anyone who really healed me. I always stumbled and consumed myself in the pursuit of being loved.
而我也很期待做一個討喜的人，不是像現在這樣，亂糟糟的，迷迷糊糊地在每段不夠確定的關係裡遊走。
And I'm also looking forward to being a pleasant person, not like now, muddled around in every uncertain relationship.
後來我就知道我搞錯了。他說他要走，要自由，不被束縛，其實不是厭倦了談感情，只不過是厭倦了我。
Then I knew I was wrong. He said that he wanted to go, to be free and not to be bound. In fact, he was not tired of talking about feelings, but just tired of me.
【圖源網絡，侵刪致歉】