主播：永清
點擊收聽，公眾號首播
2015年11月13日, 是巴黎歷史上最黑暗的星期五，恐怖分子發動了一系列襲擊至少造成了132人死亡，傷者不計其數。不幸罹難的人當中，有的是為人父母，有的為人子女，也有的為人夫、為人妻，許多個家庭一夜之間痛失所愛。
如果遭遇襲擊的是你的家人或朋友，你會怎麼想？
其中，有一位名叫做安東尼·萊裡斯的法國人在襲擊中失去了妻子。事後，他在社交網絡上傳了一封的公開信，公開表達了自己不會將餘生浪費在仇恨之中，他會代替妻子好好照顧他們的兒子，也會活得更幸福和自由。
You Will Not Have My Hatred
你不會得到我的仇恨
On Friday evening you stole the life of an exceptional person, the love of my life, the mother of my son, but you will not have my hatred.
周五晚上，你偷走了一個特別的人的生命。她是我一生的摯愛，是我兒子的母親，然而，你不會得到我的仇恨。
I don't know who you are and I don't want to know, you are dead souls.
我不知道你是誰，也不想知道。你們是已死的魂靈。
If this God for whom you kill blindly made us in his image, then every bullet in the body of my wife is wounding in his heart.
如果你為之盲目殺戮的神，曾照他的樣子造了人類，那麼我妻子身體裡的每一顆子彈，都該是他心上的一道傷口。
So no, I will not give you the gift of hating you.
所以，不，你不會得到我的仇恨。
You obviously want it, but responding to it with anger would be to give in to the same ignorance that has made you what you are.
顯然你想得到它，然而若我們以憤怒置之，相當於向無知妥協，而你正是無知的產物。
You would like me to be scared, for me to look at my fellow citizens with a suspicious eye, for me to sacrifice my liberty for my security. You have lost.
你渴望我恐懼，渴望我向同胞投去不信任的目光，渴望我為了安全犧牲自由？你們不會得逞的。
I saw her this morning, finally after nights and days of waiting.
今天早上，在幾天幾夜的漫長等待之後，我見到了她。
She was as beautiful as she was when she left on Friday evening, as beautiful as when I fell madly in love with her more than 12 years ago.
她還是那麼美，像周五晚上離開家時一樣，像12年前我瘋狂愛上她時一樣。
Of course I am devastated with grief, I will give you this tiny victory, but it will be a short lived.
當然，我痛不欲生，不過你只能得到這一丁點兒勝利，因為這種痛苦是暫時的。
I know she will join us every day and we will find each other in the paradise of free souls which you will never have access to.
我知道，她還是每天都跟我們在一起，將來我們會在屬於自由靈魂的天堂裡重逢，那兒你永遠也進不去。
There are only two of us, my son and I. But we will be stronger than any army in this world.
我和兒子，雖然我們只有兩個人，但我們比世界上所有的軍隊都要強大。
I can't waste any more time on you.
無論如何，我沒時間浪費在你們身上。
I will go back to my son, who has just woken up from his sleep.
我得回到我兒子身邊，他在睡覺，很快就要醒了。
He is just 17 months old.
他只有17個月大。
He'll eat his snack just like every other day. We are going to play like just like every other day.
他會一如往常地吃零食，我會一如往常地陪他玩耍。
And all his life, this little boy will be happy and free.
在這個小男孩生命中的每一天，他都會幸福和自由。
You don't have his hatred either.
因為你也得不到他的仇恨。
Antoine Leiris
安東尼.萊裡斯
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